Tweets for 2009-07-02

July 3rd, 2009
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Tweets for 2009-07-01

July 2nd, 2009
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The Gift of Discouragement

July 1st, 2009

One of those strange phenomenons I see in my own life is the cycle of discouragement.

The first step in the cycle is that I do something, or something happens to me that is wonderful. Maybe I am blessed with a surprising and special grace from someone. Maybe out of the blue, I have one of those experiences of God’s living and loving presence. Or maybe, I have done something that I know has truly touched someone’s life. A great success. A tangible and visible fruit of my words or leadership. I feel on top of the world. The day is a very good day.

Then, the other part of the cycle kicks in. The doubts arise. The emptiness in my heart is palatable. It comes as wilderness. My well is dry. The grip of inertia mocks any attempt I make to rouse my mind or spirit.

I hate it. It drives me crazy. It is virtually predictable and ever dependable.

Yet, I found myself today with the revelation that this cycle might be a great gift from the same loving God who blesses me with the mountaintops.

Well, Paul in this week’s lectionary helped in that seeing…

I know a person in Christ who fourteen years ago was caught up to the third heaven–whether in the body or out of the body I do not know; God knows. And I know that such a person–whether in the body or out of the body I do not know; God knows–was caught up into Paradise and heard things that are not to be told, that no mortal is permitted to repeat. On behalf of such a one I will boast, but on my own behalf I will not boast, except of my weaknesses.
But if I wish to boast, I will not be a fool, for I will be speaking the truth. But I refrain from it, so that no one may think better of me than what is seen in me or heard from me, even considering the exceptional character of the revelations. Therefore, to keep me from being too elated, a thorn was given me in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to torment me, to keep me from being too elated. Three times I appealed to the Lord about this, that it would leave me, but he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weakness.” So, I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may dwell in me. Therefore I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities for the sake of Christ; for whenever I am weak, then I am strong.  – 2 Corinthians 12:2-10 - NRSV

Now, I don’t really know what Paul’s thorn was, yet I don’t think that detail matters as much as Paul’s process of taking something which really bothered him and frustrated him, and recasts it in light of God’s grace into something that does serve God and Paul’s love relationship with God.

Could my cycle of discouragement be God’s gracious antidote to feeding my own ego-centric tendencies? When I feel empty, is it a wonderful invitation from God to let go of my own experience of God’s goodness and to really trust in God’s goodness alone? I still find the discouragement hanging over my head as I write, but I think I will thank God for the shade and wait to see what God will do next in my life.

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Tweets for 2009-06-30

July 1st, 2009
  • New blog posting, Tweets for 2009-06-29 - http://tinyurl.com/nqnj7c 02:47:37
  • RT @umjeremy: “Hope has 2 beautiful daughters; Anger and Courage. Anger at way things are, & Courage to see they don’t remain.”~Augustine 05:30:22
  • New blog posting, Some thoughts on Intuitive Preaching Prep - http://tinyurl.com/lod866 06:35:55
  • Up late wrestling with a couple things. Up early with same thoughts. One set I just blogged about. Other set are for my Soul Writing. 06:41:21
  • Tomorrow begins my 3rd year here. Office decluttered, email inbox=0, paper inbox = 6. Worn out. Time to read and write before home. 16:05:25
  • A major criterion for judging the anxiety level of a society is the loss of its capacity to be playful.~Ed Friedman 16:51:57
  • “A self is more attractive than a no-self.” One of my favorite Ed Friedman quotes. 16:54:42
  • celebrating anniversary of appointment to church by reading Ed Friedman’s Failure of Nerve. My Leadership Core. Essential. 17:07:07
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Some thoughts on Intuitive Preaching Prep

June 30th, 2009

Note: My lovely wife begins a new adventure this week. As a Supervised Certified Lay Speaker she begins serving a small church nearby as their quarter-time pastor. This means she preaches weekly, not her top choice of ways to serve the church, but she is trusting God to help her. She is also wanting help from me, which I am glad to give. Here are some thoughts on preaching prep I offer to her and to you. Can you offer more encouragement in comments?

In the Seminary I attended, the focus in preaching and preaching preparation was intellectual. We first did the full critical interpretation of the passage (exegesis), then we wrote the best paper in bringing that teaching to the congregation. The mind was foremost. Both the exegesis and the written sermon were examined as scholarly documents.

I had a couple problems with that approach. One I knew at the time, the other I figured out much later. The first thing I noticed when I tried to preach these (or remembered trying to listen to others preach their approach) was how unapproachable the Word became. Sure, the ideas and the interpretations were fascinating at one level, but when it came to actually seeing the Bible as a Word to be lived day by day, the intellectual approach did not connect. The anti-intellectual approach didn’t work either. There was no challenge to how my life was currently stuck, and my intellect was unengaged. If we were to love the Lord our God with all of our heart, soul, mind and strength, then the message needed to be broadly balanced to connect with emotion, will, intention, motivation, intellect, and action.

The other problem I later discovered was that I am a highly intuitive person (Meyers-Briggs INFP, high on I and N). The sensing and thinking approach played to my weakness. So over the 20+ years of practicing preaching, I slipped into a more intuitive approach to both preaching and preparation. The preaching I call Jazz Preaching in contrast to what I call Classical Preaching. I never write a sermon, I come up with the preaching equivalent of chord changes and key melody lines, but then improvise the actual preaching moment.

My preparation is also highly intuitive. In trying to help my dear wife with this new venture in her life, I have had to think about my intuitive process.

Yeah, you get the challenge. Here are some thoughts to lay out my approach which is the best I can do in trying to help encourage her (and you?) in bringing the Living Word of God to the fullness of life. These ideas may not work for you, but people seem to respond favorably to the sermons that result from this process in my ministry.

I offer them as directions, in reality what follows lays out what I see myself doing on a weekly basis.

I won’t repeat it, but this whole process is bathed in prayer and trust that the Holy Spirit will work with and through your preparation and presentation of God’s living Word!

Preliminary Phase: Choosing the Scripture

I primarily use the lectionary. Read through the lessons a couple times, not much yet. Don’t think yet about what you might say about them. Be open to preaching any of them. I usually choose 2 of the 4. And yes, I will at times preach the Psalm. It is a shame to waste all those wonderful prayers and images of worship to simply be read.

Look at the lessons as in a school room. Note any passage jumping up and down with hands raised high, “Oo, oo, preach me, please preach me!” That might be one of the two. Does one of the others link up with that one even in an eclectic kind of connection? Those get to stand in front of the class for this week.

Sometimes, all the passages are being shy. With patience, one or two shyly begin to raise their hands to be called on. Usually, those are passages that will be a personal challenge to preach, but being preached they need to be.

After the passages are chosen, I usually choose a title which gives me a preliminary theme. Usually it is a turn or twist of a phrase or word from the passages themselves (or an odd pop culture reference that only a few will get). After that I make a worksheet with just those passages on paper with a lot of white space for notes and ideas.

Phase One: Soaking It In

For the first day, soak in the passages. Read and reread. Sometimes slow, sometimes fast. The focus in this phase is to Notice.

After choosing a title and initial idea, you need to set that aside. You also need to set aside your previous experience with the passage or the story. You want to hear the words in as fresh a way as possible. Be open to seeing new things.

Enter the story, imagine yourself as part of it. What would you expect to happen? How might you fill in the gaps of the story as you live it?

Look at the words and phrases. Underline, circle, highlight, write comments in the margin.

What is…

  • interesting
  • strange
  • weird
  • troubling
  • … Wow!

At this point you have probably noticed tons of things and have many possible ways to go with the Word. Occasionally the passage remains wrapped in mystery. This is where that trust and prayer keeps you going.

Phase Two: Dig In

This phase is very much a lectio divina approach to preparation. You will not be digging into all the things you noticed. Look through the words and phrases that came out through your soaking phase. What “lights up” and “pops out” to you as you look at them. Your focus will be on what came out of the soaking phase, but be open to new treasure being unveiled as you seek the meaning of the words and passages.

This is where you can get out dictionaries (Bible and otherwise) and look at commentaries. This is the more mind-engaging part of the preparation, but the intuition is the guide.

Suspend for the time being your previous ideas of what this word means or the significance of that phrase. Even still you want to approach the passage with a fresh mind (don’t worry, the Spirit will guard your orthodoxy), because some of our old thoughts and ideas may not be God’s thoughts and ideas (remember humility and grace).

The operative word? “Hmmm….”

What does this word mean in this place? Why this phrase? What is the back story for the passage. What is the context? Why did the author put this here?

Phase Three: Let it Rise

This is where we allow the message to be preached to rise from the dough (or the dead depending on how the ministry week went).

Not everything you noticed or dug into can and should be preached … this week.

Wait and Receive.

This is the hardest part of the process for me to see and describe. Just like we can’t really understand how the lump of dough rises into a loaf of bread, I don’t really understand how the Holy Spirit can take all those ideas from the week’s work and preparation and make a Word for the people. But it happens on a regular basis. (Remember that prayer and trust thing?)

Out of the words and phrases and meanings and little stories what rises to the surface for loving attention this week. Look for that one idea that comes as God’s word for this week.

How does this passage live and work?

…in my life first! This is important. If you are not willing to let the word speak to you first it is harder to bring the word to others with authenticity and integrity. Sometimes the real personal work with a passage comes the week after I preach it. But that openness to hear the word is an important attitude.

Then, what images and connections can help connect this passage to the Sunday, Monday, Tuesday,Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday lives of the listeners to the Word?

This can’t be forced (successfully). This is the hard part, letting the message unfold as we listen to the Spirit. Wait and be surprised.

Hope this helps. Because it is based on intuition it leaves a lot of space for God to fill in the gaps. Yet, as we enter the process it helps to know and believe that God DOES want to speak through us words of challenge and comfort to God’s people.

My prayers are with you.

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Tweets for 2009-06-29

June 30th, 2009
  • New blog posting, Tweets for 2009-06-28 - http://tinyurl.com/m67ptt 01:28:49
  • easing into the week. hoping to make it a good week to celebrate personal/inner freedom. 09:55:25
  • trying to clear out the chaff in my dis-organizational life. finding Mark Forster’s @AutofocusTM ideas very enlightening. Now 2 work it. 11:43:10
  • re-reading Ed Friedman’s work on emotional triangles in Failure of Nerve. I really need it. 16:21:55
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Tweets for 2009-06-28

June 29th, 2009
  • Received results from Annual Conference Wellness Screening. Shocked that my cholesterol went down! Now to keep it down and lower. 00:45:04
  • hoping this emotional/spiritual sorting thru phase that keeps me up late at night ends soon. I’m literally tired. 00:47:38
  • re: sorting thru phase. @janetconner ’s Writing Down My Soul is tool of choice at the moment. 00:49:16
  • New blog posting, Tweets for 2009-06-27 - http://tinyurl.com/ljlj24 01:31:18
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Tweets for 2009-06-27

June 28th, 2009
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Tweets for 2009-06-26

June 27th, 2009
  • New blog posting, Tweets for 2009-06-25 - http://tinyurl.com/nf5kqd 01:26:18
  • RT @FredericBrussat: Inner Work Prompts:Why has the pleasure of slowness disappeared? Milan Kundera 15:26:43
  • RT @donttrythis: Almost forgot: Hey AT&T! I will fight this bullshit.<<yeah, Remember AT&T, he knows people with explosives. 15:37:27
  • Wedding Prep music: Weather Report, Birdland! 16:44:06
  • So why do I not forget the most trivial of facts and have to keep remembering/relearning the important things? 22:31:58
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Tweets for 2009-06-25

June 26th, 2009
  • New blog posting, Tweets for 2009-06-24 - http://tinyurl.com/l4rvjx 01:26:40
  • RT @SandyMcMullen: So many of the things I RT are things I wish I remembered to do or be - I’m either inspired or … S I G H << I’m w/you 09:23:37
  • Today’s prayer: God, like tea infuse my life with your presence and love. 11:55:54
  • used the #enneagram in two different direction sessions. It keeps on giving great insight. 14:40:20
  • Prayers for a pastor colleague who is missing. For his wife and daughter also as they wait for news. 22:39:31
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